A rap song I wrote

I am a girl very manly

You are a boy very girly.

My parents divorce when I was little

My mum got beat up by landlord

I was only a little girl

I want myself to be a strong man

To beat that landlord to protect my mum

I dress like a man n act like a man when I was high school

Until college met my first and my ex husband

He turns me into a woman

Then New York turns me into a sexy woman.. A “me” that suppressed for a long time

I am sexy and hot, but I am not a slut.

Judgment comes when you too show off on dancing

I wasn't easy

I break my ankle

Break my leg

Glasses stick into my feet

My bf dumps me

I keep dancing

I born out from the tough

People see me as an Asian

But I know myself

I told people I got a black soul

I wasn't kidding

People don't believe it

Because they never been through what I been through

But I know

I born as most of black had been through.

I am tough

And I am proud of myself

I accept who I am

I like rap song

And I do rap song

I am a lot stronger than you see I am

My parents are Christian

Ill be there

Not yet

But I know I will be there

People get scare when they see me rap

So I hide it

Believe in yourself man

We can’t choose what we been through

But we can choose how to face it

When I was in oz

The only thing I told myself is

My mum can’t speak English

I can’t die in here and let her bring my body back Taiwan

No matter how pain it is

No matter how much I want to end it

I need to be alive for her

No matter what

I can’t let her carry my body in this fucking lonely country that she can’t even understand a fucking single word

I made the plan to kill him

But my parents walk me through this

He got what he deserve

In law

I go boxing

To release my anger

I am still doing boxing

I don't know how long it’s gonna take

But

As my counselor in oz told me

I can take as much time as I need

This is my fucking life

And I take it

I should totally use what I been through to write a rap song

Here it is.