A rap song I wrote

I am a girl very manly

You are a boy very girly.

My parents divorce when I was little

My mum got beat up by landlord

I was only a little girl

I want myself to be a strong man

To beat that landlord to protect my mum

I dress like a man n act like a man when I was high school

Until college met my first and my ex husband

He turns me into a woman

Then New York turns me into a sexy woman.. A “me” that suppressed for a long time

I am sexy and hot, but I am not a slut.

Judgment comes when you too show off on dancing

I wasn't easy

I break my ankle

Break my leg

Glasses stick into my feet

My bf dumps me

I keep dancing

I born out from the tough

People see me as an Asian

But I know myself

I told people I got a black soul

I wasn't kidding

People don't believe it

Because they never been through what I been through

But I know

I born as most of black had been through.

I am tough

And I am proud of myself

I accept who I am

I like rap song

And I do rap song

I am a lot stronger than you see I am

My parents are Christian

Ill be there

Not yet

But I know I will be there

People get scare when they see me rap

So I hide it

Believe in yourself man

We can’t choose what we been through

But we can choose how to face it

When I was in oz

The only thing I told myself is

My mum can’t speak English

I can’t die in here and let her bring my body back Taiwan

No matter how pain it is

No matter how much I want to end it

I need to be alive for her

No matter what

I can’t let her carry my body in this fucking lonely country that she can’t even understand a fucking single word

I made the plan to kill him

But my parents walk me through this

He got what he deserve

In law

I go boxing

To release my anger

I am still doing boxing

I don't know how long it’s gonna take

But

As my counselor in oz told me

I can take as much time as I need

This is my fucking life

And I take it

I should totally use what I been through to write a rap song

Here it is.

Song I modified for a gay met in the club

My life is brilliant , my life is brilliant , my love is pure, I touch an angel, of that I'm sure, he dance with me on the stage, he was with another man, but I won't lose no sleep on that, cause I've got a plan, you r attractive , u r attractive , u r attractive , it's true, I saw your face in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do, cause I'll never be with you , yes he caught my eyes, as we walked on by, he could see from my face that I was flying high, and I don't think I'll see him again, but we shared a moment that will last till the end. You r beautiful , u r beautiful , u r beautiful it's true , I saw ur face in a crowed place, and I don't know what to do, cause I'll never be with u... U r hot , u r hot, u r hot it's true , there must be an angel with beautiful muscle on his body. When he thought up that I should be with u... But it's time to face the truth , I'll never be with u...

Mogwai - Take Me Somewhere Nice

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luM6oeCM7Yw
thank you Dayna.
This song makes me feel peace...

You don't have to

You don't have to be wealthy for people to love you

You don't have to be smart for people to love you

You don't have to be handsome or pretty for people to love you 

All you need to do is just be yourself 

comedy movies like pitch perfect

She's the Man  -2006-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4OhwrMidSU   check
John Tucker Must Die   -2006-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvn8RCxGauQ
Easy A   -2010-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNbPnqyvItk   check
10 Things I Hate About You  -2009-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AWmjzCZr0Jw
A Walk to Remember  -2013-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i72wRvPw_ik
Wild Child  -2011- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJKQMHX5nrI  wannawatch
17 Again  -2011- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wn6pAIRjjY    check
She's All That  -2013-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kI9fYsgduGE
Aquamarine   -2008-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIavKkromVc
Geek Charming   -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BdPD1ylPwms
Clueless   -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RS0KyTZ3Ie4
Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging  -2008-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYuKxAspH1A
Keith   -2010-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fi4P5ksvBLo
New York Minute  -2007-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fk7IHMhW9b4
It's a Boy Girl Thing  -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wnYAoqVBnI
Sydney White   -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-Hua-wJzVc
The Princess Diaries  -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CkcwPi20ms  wannawatch
Sorority Wars   -2011-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riKGhHnbaUI
A Cinderella Story  -2004-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fkymvwd02xQ
The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants  -2009-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKcIG8D8FOY
Raise Your Voice  -2008-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UwqbWngXdVc
Bend It Like Beckham   -2008-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsmbObwStSQ
Bring It On series   -2000-2006-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IP6mF9YffvQ
Freaky Friday   -2006-   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UShtvCen6So
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist   -2008-   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNzzCN4dVFA
Teen Spirit   -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-IOXbvU18A  check
The Jerk Theory   -2008-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrnezHLLHdU   wannawatch
The First Time   -2012-   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NnVJm2NwJJ8
Picture This  -2008-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuRy_4aHkL8
Legally Blonde   -2001-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8I-Qzmbqnc
Sleepover   -2007-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jt7QIaGnm28
Stick It  -2006-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDExqBXKw4k
True Confessions of a Hollywood Starlet   -2011-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJ_PY8zX1fo
Bandslam  -2009-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEyQNUesvCo
Drive Me Crazy  -1999-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDRZ1Ej_oCg
Juno  -2007-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0SKf0K3bxg   check
The Hot Chick  -2002-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6z5zbY-0QCA     check
The Last Song  -2009-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwLmQqRanvM
LOL  -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhpGs2-26pg    wannawatch
Monte Carlo  -2011-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rxm_bVVhbr8    wannawatch
From Prada to Nada  -2010-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvY6WPO5DMc
The Clique  -2008-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYk80K4FzkM
So Undercover   -2012-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUNXNLyr7tU   wanna watch
Chalet Girl -2011-  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87Ocy8J0RYM



Action Movies:
1. Spider Man and sequel 2. Unstoppable 3. The Taking of Pelham 123 4. Scott Pilgrim vs. The World 5. Turbulence (kind of funny too) 6. 127 Hours 7. Rush Hour 8. The Tourist 9. Inception 10. Salt 11. The Italian Job

Crime/Mafia Movies:
1. Reservoir Dogs 2. The Lovely Bones (it got bad reviews but I thought it was pretty good) 3. Casino 4. Goodfellas 5. Ocean’s 11

Different/Independent/Quirky Movies:
1. Rushmore 2. The Darjeeling Limited 3. Delirious 4. Trees Lounge 5. Igby Goes Down 6. Ghost World
7. Little Miss Sunshine 8. According to Greta 9. Napoleon Dynamite 10. Paris, Je T'aime 11. Camille
12. Saint John of Las Vegas 13. Bottle Rocket 14. The Joneses 15. The Great Buck Howard 16. Heathers
17. The Marc Pease Experience 18. Youth in Revolt 19. Home Fries

Comedy/Goofy/Fun Movies:

1. The Brady Bunch Movie
2. A Very Brady Sequel
3. The Wedding Singer
4. Airheads
5. Big Daddy
6. Happy Gilmore
7. My Cousin Vinny
8. Heavy Weights
9. Good Burger
10. Ferris Bueller's Day Off
11. Spice World (for Spice Girl fans from 1990s/2000s)
12. Mr. Deeds
13. Pineapple Express
14. Vegas Vacation
15. The Waterboy
16. Meet The Parents
17. Knocked Up
18. Role Models
19. National Lampoons Vacation
20. National Lampoons European Vacation
21. National Lampoons Christmas Vacation
22. Vegas Vacation
23. Home Alone
24. Home Alone 2
25. Jingle All The Way
26. Animal House
27. All About Steve (It got terrible reviews but I enjoyed it)
28. Dumb and Dumber
29. Malibu’s Most Wanted
30. Lottery Ticket (just ok, not great)

Family Movie/Classics:

1. Pollyanna
2. Richie Rich
3. Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs
4. The Trouble With Angels
5. Back To The Future
6. Honey, I Shrunk the Kids
7. A Little Princess
8. My Dog Skip
9. How To Train Your Dragon
10. Fantastic Mr. Fox
11. Toy Story series
12. Coraline
13. Hey Arnold! The Movie
14. Jimmy Neutron

Drama:
1. Slumdog Millionaire
2. The Young Victoria
3. Girl, Interrupted
4. 21
5. Stand By Me
6. Law Abiding Citizen
7. Catch me if you can
8. Apollo 13

Romantic Comedies:

1. She's All That
2. Picture Perfect
3. Kate & Leopold
4. When Harry Met Sally
5. Leap Year
6. Serious Moonlight
7. You've Got Mail
8. French Kiss
9. Easy A
10. Nick and Norah's Infinite Play list
11. You Again
12. Mean Girls
13. Valentine's Day
14. Definitely, Maybe
15. The Proposal
16. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead
17. Adventures in Babysitting
18. The Hot Chick
19. John Tucker Must Die
20. New York Minute
21. Chasing Liberty
22. Notting Hill
23. What a Girl Wants
24. Confessions of a Shopaholic
25. First Daughter
26. Life as We Know It
27. Bridget Jone's Diary
28. Morning Glory
29. Win a Date with Tad Hamilton
30. When in Rome
31. Heartbreakers
32. Beauty and the Briefcase
33. Revenge of the Bridemaids
34. The Prince and Me
35. Did you Hear About the Morgans
36. Miss Congeniality
37. Sixteen Candles
38. Summer Catch
39. Whatever it Takes
40. Drive me Crazy
41. Bring it on
42. Can't Buy me love
43. She's Out of My League
44. Sex and the City
45. The Bounty Hunter
46. New in Town-kind of a cute movie
47. With Six you get eggroll
48. The Perfect Man
49. The Lizzie Mcgurie movie-if you were a fan of the show you will like it
50. Duplex
51. Over Her Dead Body
52. My Fake Fiancé
53. Maid in Manhattan
54. 50 First Dates
55. The House Bunny
56. On The Line
57. I Could Never Be Your Woman-it isn't that great but you will like it if you are a Paul Rudd fan
58. Uptown Girls
59. Little Black Book
60. Just My Luck
61. Love Wrecked
62. The Wedding Planner
63. 13 Going on 30
64. Secret Admirer
65. Along Came Polly
66. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
67. Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood
68. Bride Wars-some might like it
Source(s):
72. Clueless
73. Legally Blonde
74. How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days
75. The Women
76. Killers
77. Knight and Day

Romantic Dramas:

1. A Walk To Remember
2. About Last Night
3. Letters to Juliet
4. For Keeps
5. Charlie St. Cloud
6. Save the Last Dance
7. Riding in Cars with Boys
8. Lucas
9. The Last Song
10. Pretty in Pink
11. Sleepless in Seattle
12. Here on Earth
13. Dear John (I didn’t really like this movie but some might)
14. Remember Me (I didn’t really like this movie but some might)
15. Love Happens-if you are a Jennifer Aniston fan you will probably like it
16.The Notebook

Movies with Romance but not really a traditional romantic comedy/drama:

1. Groundhog Day
2. Mamma Mia
3. Sugar and Spice-cheer leading movie
4. Jawbreaker-Rated R high school black comedy
5. Election-Rated R high school black comedy
6. Mermaids
7. About A Boy
8. Adventureland
9. Flipped
 

It's been a long time

Wow 

Didn't realize last post is almost before I leave to Australia 

Mm 

Now I can give it a bit of thought then 

I think I still like New York better 

Canberra is wayyyyyy small a city . Nothing but study over there. You can definently study a lot but no life at all

I miss my nyc 

I dream again...

I cry like a hell today... then fall asleep.. I dream again...

In my dream......

There is a weird lady who doesn't speak any English at all, who sounds like speak russian or I am not sure what it is..

She insist to attend our lecture.. everyone feel she is weird and ignore her.

I step out and ask her that how come you want to attend our lecture since you do not speak any English. In addition, if you would like to attend the course, it is better to let the lecture speaker know it in advance. So I help her out to wait till the speaker arrive then tell the professor that his lady want to attend her lecture but she does not speak much English.

The professor give me the look that feels like.. I know she is weird from other professor . And give me the look to just ignore her...